20070816

bleep0008


its so much easier when it all reduces to stubbornness only.

20070815

0056

SKEPTIKK


so whats gonna happen when you put the last brick in the wall cut all the wires and bury yourself alive is it gonna get any better really is it.


20070814

0055

THE CRAPDOM


a crappy pedestal a pile of trash puts you really high makes you look down on everyone from that shit throne that has been elaborated for years to get grand and vivid but nobodys ever gonna climb and join and if you ever decide to quit youll have to go through the same tower all the way back to the ground what a stupid lapse to make.


20070813

0054

AUTOMATIZED


did i sign it by saying that i understand i think i got misunderstood i wanted to save it for myself only to get selfish for once i have the same scenario in my head its just a matter of time we will see whos gonna go first its getting worse everyday getting rid of yourself as soon as possible feels like gregor samsa in the morning one after another wondering if its an illusion or it actually grows tall and deep and fat and really nasty dumb but not blind or deaf only dull enough to accept and enjoy the role the result of a tortured brain.


20070809

0053

A COBWEB AFTERNOON [IS THIS IT]


oops seems like its still there buried deep down obviously not deep enough it keeps coming back from time to time emerges through a dream or a day like this between two misfits the bus ride and the whole day the last one it was the last piece of hope diluted with the black sea afterwards well i guess i was partially right back then when i believed so hard its gonna stay there just its gonna get pale old and boring by the time well even if everything else has changed that one things gonna stay engraved its a precious one its its huge its mine and pretty much unique its the only sad thing that makes me happy its pretty funny now all of it its silly and its the strongest engine ive ever had even just a spark of it now does the locomotion so hey whats up smile for me.


20070806

bleep0007


people are like seasons.

20070801

bleep0006


scary serious about this and seriously scared

[...]

m'aider . . . — — — . . . mayday