0052

DIDYOUTELLMEALLYOUWANTEDTO?

gotta find the proper one to lull myself to sleep its not a big deal really its just a blink of an eye and then i can rest its not creative and not fun at all i think but who cares anyway if im really gonna relax and forget so the half is just enough i think the half is just perfect more than that is scary ugly and useless the further the worse so so lets say youre gonna pretend for a couple of days meet your friends and get wasted party hard and then youre gonna surprise yourself with how fast you can forget it goes away really fast and if someone says the name youre gonna maybe feel bad for realizing that you didnt remember to mention it but dont worry within a couple of days more nobody will remember and remind you of anything anymore and all of us will be happy only i will be a bit happier than the others.

bleep0005

please dont.

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0051

50STARS

drop the bomb burn the witches lie get fatter destroy them all lie get richer steal more lie until you devise some perfect final solution for staying alone but that wouldnt really fit the big idea you cannot keep being better than someone if you annihilate that someone so you better just keep lying and making mess its those noneducated and stupid ones who start the confusion who make silly things out of fear who do bad things out of fear who create what theyre afraid of its amazing what a narrow-minded imagination can produce its better than any fairy tale youve ever read and probably scarier than the sickest horror movie sad and funny at the same time its all the sorts of entertainment that you could ever need yet very demure and simple and it stirs the other ones and by that it grows and the obviousness of the difference between those two grows also and the wider the circle the bigger the gap the stronger the whirl the deeper we sink.

0050

WASTED.

i agree its a smart way hurts more lasts shorter disperses the remains stabs right at the center twitches me inside out like a vomit its like one of those dreams when you scream but you dont have a voice when you try to run but youre not moving when youre talking but nobody understands or hears you okay this one is a reality me personally i am a fakaap for quite a while now and its not as it seems its its just not as it seems theres gotta be a question to get the answer and its so simple and easy im sure all the other kids would know the answer right away the next one is gonna regret every single moment its a promise and im looking fwd to it.

bleep0004

its all about the sex appeal anyway
[which is actually pretty much fair and honest.. for a change]

0049

SOMEONE SMART SAID NOTHING AT ALL

its easy when someone lets you win i dont understand whats the excitement about it whats the satisfaction with it dont get tricked by the current situation its so far from the truth i have overrated some things for a purpose but ive got nothing to lose a short message contentious and funny or constructive or simply nice instead of hypocritical chattering just for fun just to make the afternoon more interesting we know exactly what it is about but its boring to say it like it is lets cover it up lets make a nice colorful mask and talk about it endlessly come on cmon well im not like that id rather face it i dont want to pretend im stupid im not at least not enough to swallow your vomit its yours keep it for yourself choke on it i dont care.

bleep0003

perfidious little men and women

w r e t c h e s

0048

!SUCKERS

ey you fatso dont touch me dont doNOT touch mee oh great now ive lost it now they stare at me now they all stink now i cannot see i cant is that her i cant see i is that him no maybe there no is it is that no im not watching i umm that fatso is still sweating melting down dripping all around i better dont look anymore i might really see it.

0047

SLIPPING IN AND OUT OF CONCIOUSNESS

i got lost on the way but now i know exactly what i want its the most simple lever the harder you push it down the higher it goes up on the other side so give me the place to stand and a lever long enough and ill kick your ass i made one step backward to take a good look again its like when you stand at the very same part of the room and strike the exact pose and say the same words to make yourself remember what you were just about to do a déjà vu or a dream when you realize youre dreaming and then try to change it i remember now why i like it so much its inspirational its motivating keeps me on the right track no more sideways it has priority its a hierarchy its just as tempting as before only this time it makes more sense and its not a substitute its just way much better thats why.

0046

ONE EYE CLOSED

i woke up with it on my mind i knew right away i woke up and then i woke up again and then once more and now i never want to wake up again you can keep underestimating my intelligence to keep yourself sound asleep but it doesnt mean i dont see through the more the fun i know but it takes more brains to keep the cool plan secret than to build it.