20060828

0002

NO BOMBS. ONLY FIREWORKS.


going in circles one after another carefully watching the show true and false unbelievable but undeniable beautiful and disgusting watch it grow watch it change watch it i need to talk to you i need to show you the i wanna tell you but hey whos gonna win whos gonna get there first try harder dont need much really just a oh so now youre brave enough doesnt matter i dont really care one or another or something completely different or nothing at all of you none so now youre the talk of the town right of course it wont last wont be like this for too long i hope for ever forever that was a good start a high stair a jumpingoff place an escalator thankyou now what so tiny from up here put me back put me down helpmegetusedtoit give me a hand stand right nextomee no concentrate wish fulfillment a leitmotif a motive locomotive ill get myself a map t2wo fwd th3ree backward turn left turn right all right alright fine. im fine.


20060809

0001

THINGSREPLACETHINGS [THERECKONING]


very refreshing the buzz the booze the breeze heh funny why would i need the one lost in space all alone maybe i do what if is it the first how would they act if they only knew how could they the row im standing in the line the straight line the stripes the the illusion and all the surprises the good and the bad ones an unexpected facts and words hows that all going to end hiii i like you okay i dont im just kidding but hiii anyway the holiday pavement diving the suspense neverending pale and habitual does it really matter it does not lostandfound how do i look big expectations well sorry i cant find the time cant find umm lost umm really sorry tried hard was polite and careful 2hrs huh well i probably had a nice dream or didnt want to wake up do you think they saw me i trust you as we are the same perhaps perhaps not wheres the connection get drunk remain invisible shoved aside or not late or blind deaf or dumb numb scared incapable youll see you will.


20060725

0000

IMKINDASLEEPEECALLANAMBULANCE.


0153 i still might see an alien or at least some good film find me a get me a need someone something an engine do the fucking painting already the heat is unbearable pathetic violins i wanna can you do you i umm someone something that can can you see the stars on the glass on the wall in the head in the sky the starflower the wooden bird the wings the leaves the leaves go out meet some friends no remain still gotosleep wake up start the day get on the train or at least buy the bloody ticket make up your mind cant do that anymore not fair hi smile how was your day get drunk fuck up wake up the friends the why not the phonecalls put it back spilt milk im sorry no youre not i am umm lost count the heat cold water warm coffee no no coffee its late its too late hes back you didnt make a single move only 6 tiny steps is it forward the same place the same with the new stars the frog the bag no harmony no sea the books no money dye the hair cut it off do the bloody painting already check the texts cover the lines with other peoples thoughts get me a glass of water the dogs and the bear a good bear a teddy bear modest and dull forgot your friends forgot to feed the animals again see a doctor see if its serious see if what if oh no how sad later i have now other things to do to see the goal the motive a star hello i miss you a joke is it a tear tore torn the same dream repeating poor animals good morning did you remember to feed it not this time sure she was loud annoying yes the fatso thank you its getting late i should be going i should be asleep i thought it was gone but its getting back write it down bury it smother it put it under the carpet under the pillow gotosleep.