bleep0020

how come nobody minds?
i doNOT understand..

chitchat

MERCY

what doesnt kill you, makes you wish it did. why dont we agree on it already? why dont we make it easier for all of us and once and for all admit that just any life doesnt necessarily have more values than a dignified death..? why so scared of dying even when dead already? whats the beauty in a wheelchair, in a burned body, in unbearable pain, in mental retardation, in alzheimers, in coma, in a hospital bed, in depending on others, in being a burden to the ones you care for, in being humiliated and incapable of living a life not even equally productive as a life of a plant..? plants are at least pretty. plants at least dont make you look away and feel sorry for them.

0067

ALZHEIMERS

dementia is optional i could tell by the way my brain boils as i pass by looking back but theres nothing there no sign of life no familiar face around burning footsteps branches low classes insects grandmas in their epileptically patterned dresses fortunately move slowly with their big-footed carefully calculated short step by step crawling as if they could just continue walking up the wall over trees and graves slow slower as if death would slow down as well as if it would pass them by in a hurry and forget but nothing happened nothing at all i took this long walk for nothing im tired too tired.