20090227

chitchat

PLACEBO


there are no rules you can follow to make things happen if you invented them yourself - those fictional paths youre trying to figure out.. its deceiving, it looks familiar, seems as it makes some sense.. it promises small victories and successful plans, but there is nothing there, not a single formula - its only running in circles, chasing your own tail, far from any progress.
you know, if you salivate, the stake wont necessarily be served. its a reflex - dont put yourself in such a position. dont let it make a dog out of you.. a carnivore. its a chance, an accident, fluke, luck, bad luck.. its random and it wont lead you anywhere. the more you repeat it the outcome is more shocking and disappointing and youll realize it was a huge waste of time and tail wagging. it is rewind play rewind play rewind and once it simply wont play anymore and youll be left salivating expecting the fallacious old bitch to do the same trick again - to feed the dog, to quench the bells, to tell lies or not even that, but just a promise that it will keep repeating itself and comforting you, while youre spinning your wheel in a cage, dreaming of the waded range left behind.


20090221

bleep0024



mind versus body



20090205

0071

WEATHERVANE


its scary how primitive brainwashed toothless ones dream of conquering the world in the name of some imaginary pervert theyre dying killing destroying is easy when you dont have any sense of beauty and real values reason education when you live like an animal deluded misled naive in rage ready to do the craziest shit dreaming of winning over everything the whole world reproducing as fast as rabbits rats cockroaches poverty shouldnt be an excuse i wonder i wonder whatd happen what would actually happen if youd make it your way if everyone let you play what would you do would we all eat each other would we climb the trees or kneel forever or simply get rotten and die in stink and dirt would there be any trace of civilization all in the name of the holy promises well ill tell you the way go wash your face read a book make some folds in that mashed potato.


20090204

bleep0023



i think i could love myself maybe.

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